ultimatetrash

mr fireman got his suprise

2008-10-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

Hahhah celebrated my baby's birthdae on the 12th oct ....the first celebration after three years togeda coz it finally not fall on puasa month. I consider my planning was a sukses one eventhough there's alot of last minute changes. We went underwater world at sentosa..go feet deeping where all the small fishes bite our dead cells.. it was so ticklish at first, lucky thing we didn't go for the bigger fish. next time we will k baby.. then we picnic at pahlawan beach with a grape champagne( i brought so called wine glasses from home tau) and watched sunset..romantica diamore..he was shocked , stunned and delighted lah...hahaha..love u baby. And thanks to kak nora and nura for making this day a happening one.

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Ismail cukur rambut :)

crazy berserk declaration hahah

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events after events sometimes it leads to absence of sense?? hell no..i am enjoying the responsibilities of life peoople..

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i was really trying to compose myself in taking a decent picture with a white hen on my hand..it was frantic man:)

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close up of new born rabbit

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mmmbaaakkkk

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new born rabbits!!!

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nice walkway...

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my big family

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But we still head on and had fun

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our bus hit this car..its a very horrifying experience.

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on the way to desaru fruit farm

oh whatever i'm havin fun

2008-02-28T03:01:00.000-08:00

well what shall i say after all those dusty months i did not update my blog...hmm well they say pictures tell a thousand words about life..see mine.

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besties forever

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my hero

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You certainly noe how to make me happy sayang...

muhd haris

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lifey

2007-12-19T23:48:00.000-08:00

weLL its been a while since i last update my blog..Obviously i was preety bz..like a maid in the house..a princess in his arms..and a schizo in my bunch of frens. Nevertherlesss.. i'm preety happy with life despite the up and downs in life.

EVENTS IN MY LIFE

1) my cousin muhd haris born on 11.11.07

2) Haris has his kenduri and cukur rambut at my place

3) dad has piles

4) my brother have the stomach flu virus

5)herman bought me a pricy G shock watch!!

6) indian mamak lys me( n i hate him)

7) I'm the schizo patient in my group

8) Mr fireman appreciates me :0 (cycling..n all)

9) got an A for bio prac..way to go gal.

mmeee

2007-09-19T10:27:00.000-07:00

CaNdID........

18th sept

took lovely pictures wif who else nickie n yin ling lar..have tour ard kkh

and my stupid croc shoes since the first day i wore it..it had been tripping on me..making me fall and look stupid n it wen off my foot today muahhah..wad an embarresment but its okie.. will still make do wif the shoe..hopefully i dun trip and fall..so be gud haa my litle crocky shoe ..

Attachment in KKH is for those who wants to relax while werking and dun want to feel so pressurising..its kinda not so faST a pace..its fun handlin newborn babies and preggy mums...the babies are super cute..all look like wrap up in a cocoon..hhehehe iove it..well can consider to werk there wen retirements come heheh..

19th sept M Y MR FIREMAN'S EYE
Mr FiRemAn send me to werk :) and fetch me home too..then was suppose to meet up ard 6..but both was exhausted overslept until 6.so ended up meeting after breaking our fast..went eastcoast...eat at mac cafe ..have long meaningful talk..its been sometime since i talk seriously wif him..took stupid pics of him n me..and sat by the sea side in silence enjoying the worderful breeze..well all i can say is that love is a bliss..and i am truly blessed to get someone like him.

WERKIN WITH THEM DOUBLE THE FUN I HAVE DURING ATTACHMENT

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Its been very long since i blog..hahaha just too bz and too lazy to pour down the feelings i had. Anyway today i'm preety happy with myself..i pAsSeD mY eXam..yipeee...!!! All the nights i cudn't sleep shrouded with bad feelin of me failing..espeacially bio..but i manage to pull it tru though. . a D+. And i hope all my frens pass their exams too...gud luck u people.. its actually worth while crampin with yin ling during exams and experiencing a horrific situation..the hungry ghost come alive..it really did felt like a dream.

So the past hols i have been like a housewifey.. cleaning the house..scrubbing..change the location of my furniture set..hahah it sure sounds like one mummy with too many a kid. Cooking is a definite..went GIANT..WITH Mr fIREmAN...haahahh for my groceries and his. .hmm and last but not least i bake cookies for rAYa already hehehe at first day puasa..bein soo entu.

Went out with my 3 other bestmate at town..shopping and camhoring...n it was a bliss..i bought plenty u noe..:)..kden..i will drop in soon .

2007-07-01T19:19:00.000-07:00

This is us..together..but yet apart..we are never on the same line...but love each other like crazy hahaha...look even we take photos our eyes are not focusing the same thing..And he loves my hair muahahaa...n guess wad? we are 0f the same blood group!!! tats o+:)

2007-07-01T19:12:00.000-07:00

Guess wad people..i woke up late n late for my clinical...shitty rite argghh..then early in the morning had an argument wi mr boyfie...so frustrating..but no wories we always get back to each other soon enuf..bluek i 'hate' mr fireman....hmm now iam at home all ready to leave house at the rite timing coz skul starts at 12...how i wish today i have driving....sniff2. And hav to get mc for today`s lesson...omg it suckws..

2007-06-19T10:27:00.000-07:00

the 24hr day

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TODAY

GROUP MEETING
@ Skul library..met the rest of the five..nura cut her hair..nickie wants to get her bike license soon..n ikli too.. yin ling too drained out wif werkn ya nickie start werking already.. @ specs shop at jurong..so we talk..bitch abt..disuss abt barbeque which i'm preety excited hahaha..love meeting them all back..

DRIVING

iT was truly fun.enjoyble journey of a life just like the wheels hahaha. Well Mr kevin really knows how to mke ma day a stress free day. Believe it or not i start to blush wen i'm wif him..ya he attracts me.the twink in the eye..the smile..the bubbly him..n the best part is how he make me absolutely comfortable..mayb we are too aquinted wif each other..even the joke are carried away sometimes..hehehe but dun get me wrong people i dun have any secret feelings for him..yes i like him just like an uncle.hhehe i just like him due to his fatherly figure and character nothing much. HMm..definitely gona miss him once i passed me drving..hope he wants to go out n have coffee and tea wif me someday. And tmrw is ma verticall parking yipeee!!!

@NIGHT

Mr fireman fetch me from driving..i was full o loving thoughts wen i met him...we ate at casurina as usual..then went at dam to sit ..sometimes i realy wish we are married..haiz..i hope god give us strength and light to lead us the correct way of life..coz at the end of today i feel bloody shitty..doin something behind ma parents back..sometimes being too aquinted too each other is preety unhelathy..ya i love my boyren a great deal but now i starting too hate maself for the sily words and the silly actions..my heart is sinking..i hope god can forgive me...I love u mama papa n herman..with all my heart n soul ..plz forgive me.

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YESTERDAY

Was the girlfren day..nina n daya decided to chill out at my place..when the three heads meet there's non other than good old gossips..bitching out others..my my i have been bad muahaha but once in a while it wudn't hurt. Then there was the soul pouring about men. abt daya's relationship.. And how some men can become some real bastard.. the first on the list.. we ate..drink..lay about and took crazy pictures..deprive of early childhood i must say. Even now as i am speakin of them i am already missing them ahahhahha missing the kukuness. then as per usual we dress up and make up each other hehehe macam budak2..Hmm how time flies everyone doin their own agenda..i hope wen all are werkin we still have this kinda time togeda.

YESTERDAY NITE

Then at nite went dinner wit mr fireman..@ swensen..hahaha finally i get my mouth watering banana crumble yum yum..

TODAY

I may say today is a lame day.. been doin nothing much..not been studyin..nt beeen cleaning but lazing around like on big fat **** i shall not say huh. urgh sometimes life can be very dull huh..maybe today is lame but i bet tonite and tomorrow gonna be fun, VIVO wit mr fireman tomorow:)

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LAST WEEK

On weds we went out to vivo to destress...celebrating our konon 2 weeks of hols. Which I dun feel it coming when you have a lot of work to do..project and assignment and preparing for exams. Eventhough exams is still far away but due to our schedule being exam right after attachment.. so sian u noe..meaning u have to prepare early. But i must say i did had fun with the gerls at vivo..shopping and shopping and more shopping muahhaha. I bought one green top again..smtg from lasenza for my sis and puma t shirt for my boyfren. And the four of us can"t do without taking lame pictures . Oh I just love my life even how bumpy it can be along the road but its how u see and take it.. Alhamdulillah allah had lead me tru the thick and thin of lives with the right people..and given me inner strength to manage the situation. In all i'm happy.

the inner ego

2007-05-01T07:17:00.000-07:00

The actions, the words, the behaviour
made you think twice to be close, to share
The mindset that doesn't telly with yourself
with ur background, with ur rational
the minor things u see which they dun
The little things that inflicted their heart
Maybe I just could not understand
Espeacially when others see the way I do
but the particular ones doesn't
I'm shitting not sorry for being withdrawn
guess anger had set in
but maybe I just need time to recompose myself
to run by ur side but not on ur track
It have come to a point that being submissive cud no longer stay
So now here I am standing on my own, hearing out my own ego
whether it will make me tumble head first or
just a bum , let fate decide
coz iam sick of this faking game
i'm sick of ur attitude..so please dun make me
sick of u !!!

oh ya hear this out.. i love our friendship..i treasure it but i guess ur attitude has to go to make it last.

crapping long..

2007-04-05T02:37:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i update my blog..hhhahahah well i have great fun during attachment ...eventhough it was crapping boring but i had fun with seri and peishan with all our stupidity...and lame joke..kwank kwank...hehhehe love all of them.

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hati

2007-03-03T23:29:00.000-08:00

Menjerit sudah hati ini
kesepian, kemakmuran yang ku inginkan
tapi apakan daya lidah tak bertulang
mendera, menkecilkan hati
hati yang mudah dilukai
hanya dgn kata2 dapat menggurisnya
kekadang hingga boleh rebah
ke tanah rasa sakitnya
kekadang ingin hilang dari pandangan mata
dari muka bumi yang fana ini

Bilakah akan terhurai segala kesulitan kekemelutan??

attachment

2007-01-22T19:03:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my first day of attachment at ward 5C..this posting really puts a lot of pressure on me..have lots of assingtment and exams is like soooo near... really no time.. and with all the all so long winded lecturer on the first day we ended up doin nothing put listen to all wad they have to say and which of course most of it have been repeated lots of time..punctuality, neat groomin..n bla bla bla.. But honestly speaking i like the sister in charge oh sud i say brother in charge.. heheh he is more like my father attitude wise..he prioritize work..make sure above all pt safety comes first...and lots more..he gives me some kind of booze to work better each time. The staff nurses were good to us..not that snobish i can say.. in All i hope to breeze this posting n manage to cover wad i need to cover..

2007-01-09T21:02:00.000-08:00

cramping is the word...my house is the hell madness!!! berserak nak mampos macam nak pindah umah!!!..wad to do all my sis are getting married n the house needs to be prepare...so wad the hell i have to help. hehehhe..my sister ma..so well i hope she get the happiness of her life..
so in all i am juz not in the mood in blogging coz i have loads of things to do like projects...exams..n my sis preparations...weee

2007-01-01T21:58:00.000-08:00

yar really feel very shitty down here hahaha really malas hot and all..just dunnoe y maybe its the mensus....haiyo i really feel lyke soaking myslef in a cold pool..rimas!! then sleep n sleep n sleep ....

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jus wanna cry out YAHOOOO

2006-12-30T08:06:00.000-08:00

ooohoooo its been a long time since i blog.. well my hols are well spent n its preety enjoyable too espeacially outing wit ma frens.we rent a six seater car..well we went science center watch some imax show..hahah but it was cool..then went bowlin..i was the last one though..always fighting wit daya ..trying to make her ball go in the longkang..hahah den went for dinner..ate a lot of delicious food..seafood to be precise..its really finger licking good..then we went up to mount faber n took loads of coool pictures and enjoy the breeze and the picturesquare senery. AND i reached home ard 12..and manage to escape from dad hahahah..coz i supposed to be back by 11 lucky thing he went home late that day coz jb had a long jam. THANKS god for saving ma cute little ass from spanking...mieow.

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weee....we went swimming todae hahah me n nura had great loads of fun..taught her how to stand water..lucky thing we didn't drown.. hehhehe. Wat a shame we can"t even finish one lap of swimming..memalukan..so den we decided to built our stamina..n tot of going gym to run hehehhe. imagine tat semangat satu minit jer.. anyways i am glad to have frens like nura, hidaya nurool.. hope my frens who are having their own delima faces their true answer... haiz.. in friendship the truth is all we need..ultimate truth.. how u turn the story also people will noe..coz the truth will always surface..so i pray they find their answer...hmm in all iam happy to the stay..love myself love the people who love me..miss my bro!!!

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Crampy is the feelin...n it really is espeacially wen u come the monthly thing..not onli that with all that is happening i feel like running away...run to my paradise..haiz..lots been going on mama ridicioulsly took a order for 500 poeple wen she got no kakitangan(help) n wen tok kenduri is tis saturday.. lots to do.. n i guess people in the house are just blind to the environment. can't blame mama coz money is always the issue..but at least can people in the house use some brain or something..?? how i wish tat we are filthy rich anytime can go holiday anytime can buy this and that..so tat my mama no need to work like crazy.
Then come to my 2 bestfren..not talking to each other.. feeling hurt abt each other.. biler mo game macam gini. Go out wit daya, nina feel hurt..go out wit nina..daya feel hurt can't they just compromise???. can we just be like last time just the three of us..wen can tat happen again??? i wonder.. haiz. SO now my next task is to talk to nina abt the zoo event n more upcoming event.
And another thing on my head are my exams which are really ard the corner haiz n i dunnoe wen can i study with my house in such situation wen poeple can be so so selfish!! yalah their gym more important their work come first and the best part is their tiredness come first watdehell!!. .. GUESS the mensus also adds to my mood..wat a week seh!! hope to get it done n over n pass my subjects with flying colors.. lucky got a very understanding boyfren. thanks syg for being supportive :)

cursed?me?crap?

2006-11-28T02:44:00.001-08:00

I had loads of fun at the zoo last sunday...we ride the elephant..take a good look at the largest polar bear..haiz i wish i cud upload my photos a.s.a.p. have horse carriage..n lots more i suggest to u people out there come and take a look at our new open concept zoo..lions no longer in cages ooo scary...aniwaes tmrw is my socio ICA crap ritre... the best part of it all i dun understand any of it..haiz :( .. How i wish i have longer holidays...so we can have our next outing..to the escape theme park...then bowlin..then to arnalds..onli if the queue is not long...people i am really having fun..hehehhe( balance with good stress in sch!!)

Tmrw nickie's birthdae i wonder how we shall celebrate .. maybe a small cake if anione agrees..hope she like the gift.. you want big big bag of prezzie rite.. yar we sure give u a big bag but small cute stuff heheheh hope u like it..oklah i guess tats it for todays entry got to meet my love in a few min tyme caromano...havinn fun again heheheh

CRAP.

2006-11-23T21:00:00.001-08:00

today driving theory test crap!!!